my bday

the day of my 16th bday was awesome! thanks for everything people! for all your hugs and contributions for my card! and also for being there for me always - in good times as well as bad! ill cherish this time forever and ever- the laughs, the fun, the supporting each other, cheering each other up.. thanks for everything.
special thanks to shubhs for making the most awesome video ever and for the mail which i have forwarded to myself! love u sooo much!

love you all loads.
yours only
raddy pie

im posting the video. i know im showing off but i love it too much! thanks agen shubhsy!

A thought

Lunges, it arrives
Departing, yet it thrives
The mystery is created
But never abated
Righteous and deprived
Ignorant and pacified
Lurking around and then
Out in the open it pounds
It strikes in all directions
Nor trivial nor specified
without any resurrections
Rumored to be benighted
Fascinating, alighted
Lunges, it arrives
Departing, yet it thrives.

to all my people

One of these days i was sitting in the bus and counting how much time we have left in school. hardly a year. Its just depressing. School years are the carefree, full of masti years, Where you get to do whatever you want with no regrets. Just the idea of not seeing my friends everyday gives me goosebumps. I mean all those between classes meeting, backseat eating, break walks. How the hell am i going to leave this wretched school. (failing is not an option!).. I mean its pretty known that after a couple of years no one stays in contact with each other. (though i hope we make exceptions to that rule)..College seems so bloody hard. So much bloody work. Its true no one likes change. Even positive change takes time getting used to. Anyways i wanted to say some thank yous and some muahs to certain ppl.. ( all this talk made me senti)

Ipsi: My pardner in crime. I have no bloody idea what i'll do without her. I met her only 2 years ago. But i think I've known her for my whole life. Shes my bitching partner and my gossip girl... Lol.. people just don't understand why we are both alllways together.. shes been there thru it all.. the sidesplitting laughter in the library to the cold mornings of stupid parental fites. one of the most understanding people..though she keeps u on ure toes.. constantly worried bout her... Love you girl and thanks for all the stupidity you've had to handle.. ull always be one my bestest frends!!

Knshu: Hehe my lil devil.. the first person when i get back from school lol.. shes the sensible head who tends to panic at every bloody thing. haha.. she keeps me sane... i can hide nothing from her.. everything just comes toppling out... anything i say bout her will be less.. she is one person i no who is more happy bout my success then even i am... i love her soo much... and no for one thing i can try to get rid of her.. but she will never get rid of me! ure ma star!

addi: my oldest best frend... this girll is the nicest person i no.. shes handles the most crap i think... me n my hyper self.. witha ll the screaming and banshee craziness.. shes taken it in widout a complaint.... lol... shes really quiet from the outside but for thsoe who know her.. no its all crap... shes one of the funnest people t be with..and there for u whenevr u need her.. can talk to her bout nethin,... n everythin.. shes my rock my stone ... hehe love u babes... u mah gall... thnx for everythin... for bein there for me..loove uuu

Rads: raddy piee.. clank clank.... my crazy ditsy best friend.. and might i add confused.. shes the smart one.. she has a phd in guy advice.. lol.. she keeps me sane.. we've had so much frm clank-clank hindi-chini bhai bhai.. to crank calls n coffee.. (bluddy coffee virgin).. im going to be her bridesmaid when she gets marries at 18 lol... i love this girl.. she has this awesome understanding power.. nos exactly howto get things out of u.. n is an awesome listener... thanx girl for everythin... for tellin me da truth when i cudnt hear it for bein there always... muaah to the coolest frend ever

Isha: my baby.. known her since 2nd grade.. one of the sweetest n nicest ppl i no.. hyper a complete "goondi" but shes one of the finnest people to be with.. she has this amazin quality about her... no1 can ever feel awkward around her.. she just has this thing to fir rite in anywhere.. n make sure no1 feels outta place.. ni no loads of people r thankful to her for that... n i love her for that too.... Muah girlll

Karishma: omg what would i do without her.. shes my saviour.. without her 11nth would be drab for mee.. she sthe most understanding person ive evr met... u can say nethin in front of her.. n she'll take it in.. she has to handle me everyday in skool.. n tht my frends is an achievement.. i seriously cant imagine 11nth without her.. her reassuring talks are like a calming influence for the hyper me. i love u gurll... keep rokkin!!

Rushi: aah ruushhhiii... my fitin partner.. we fite like cats n dogs.. lol.. shes one of the smartest people i noo.. if rushi gives u a compliment relish it n enjoi it... coz its gotta be truee!!! lol jokes aside.. shes pretty sweet.. and loves reading like me.. her vocabulary rocks.. this gurl is so bloody hard wrkin she can give ne1 else an inferiority complex... once u no her u can hate or love her bvut u just cant ignore her.. me? love her.. hehe... muaah girll.

Saraswati: finally reached him. Whatever i say bout him will be less. Hes been my bestfriend since god nos when.. hes kept me sane when i've gone insane.. made me smile when i thought i couldn't. Hes someone who has been there when i dint even no.. not 2 mention the onli person whose seen me cri.. i love u boi... n im sorry for puttin u thru all da crap... u're my guy! n u better stay tht way!!!

Rt: the ass!! hes the stupidest dumbest guy i've ever met and for that i love him... hes an amaazin frend...whose stuck by me through thick n thin... from pink pyjamas.. to 1o clock "meri beri ke ber" hes taken all da crap ive flung at him.. hes got a huuuggee eeggooo.. i feel sad for ne girl who has to go out wid him.. but hes the coolest buddy ne girl cn have.... love u boi!! thanks for the pep talks n the midnite laughter... i got yr bak

Avu: my googlie goo... god ive known her since i was 2 yrs old thats like 14 years now...!! she is definetly one of the most awesome friends ne1 can ever have... from pizza hut lunches.. to ccd coffee...to all the science classes and the jhoolas... ive had the most amazing times with her... shes like one of the sweetest people i know...with the bhootni hair and the crazy antics who can laugh like crazy.. shes also my coffee pal.. and my bitching pardner... shes my guy advice giver and my hindi correcter.. wat would i do without her.. i have no idea.. love u girl...

Sups: our chengozi leader... shes the most rockin senior.. .shes the smart silly stupid n funny 1... her jokes r frkin funny.. can make u laff for all u hv.... and she has one of the most sensible heads on her shoulders.. first impression: silly nataunki late realization: damn shes smart! hehe.. but shes one of the nicest and sweetest people i know.. my fellow hayden christensan, belgian choco, jhoola swinging and friends loving buddy.. loove u girll and miss u 2!!! thanks for everythin n for bein ure usual goofy self!!!

Mini: miniss.. the diplomat.. the serious n smart child lol... i have to give her a hand for all the crap she jhelofayes from me. thru inmun n all... i have no idea how she duz the thinbgs she duz.. sometimes i think she needs to relax for a bit.. but oh well she remains one of the nicest people i no.. n very understanding i no i can realli count on her.... lol... i luv her for that... muaaah... n plz loooseeen up a bitt.. n improve yr gk! hehe...

there r so many ppl i wanted to rite bout... sidhi, suhu, bodhu tree, aayush darlin, naina, anku, archa n more unfortuantly dont have time.. just wanted to say.. i love u guys alot too... tho i dont say it much.. n whenevr im bein a bitch dont mind.. coz i dont mean to.. just tend to from time to time... whenevr u need me just hollerr.... MUAHH

Love shubhs

So as soon as I came online today, I started getting messages like”are you okay?", "how did you come back home?", "safe and sound?" And I keep
t replying "yeah yeah" finally decided to put my nick to "yes I’m alive... unfortunately" For those unaware souls I'm talking in accordance with the Delhi "bandh"
So Monday we are given a holiday.. And we all hope okay maybe Tuesday too... but nooooo mrs.chona wouldn't... so we poor souls come to school say after day.. Then finally today utter chaos in school... buses can’t leave, everyones scared to death. Agitations really picked up in the city. Parents swarming to pick up their little kids, rumors afloat apparently "manmohan singh got shot", "a bomb blast in south ex", "agitation in saket", "buses were put on fire".. LOL
Oh well the good news, after much discussion and anticipation we have been given a holiday tomorrow.. whooopppiiieeee....

Moving on.. DPSMUN is approaching making me pretty excited; I've gotten Liberia in Human rights council. Upside- the topics are all closely related to my country especially "Role of diamonds in fueling conflict" (bet u don’t know what that is!!) Which is quite major in my country. And since I'm a small country I get to kick USA's ass. LOL
Now the downside is actually the upside.. The topics are too closely related to my country. ESPECIALLY role of diamonds... coz I’m the big bad wolf... meaning I am pretty much condemned and hated by everyone.
But I still get to kick USA's ass... so I'm happy!
When I got the country, I was pretty furious.. I wanted France... really wanted France... but then i realized with the topics... Liberia is in a far better position (centre of action lol) so I’m happy... though I still can't pronounce the damn name. lol

And India got kicked out of champion’s trophy as everyone knows. I unlike certain people do not become disloyal just because we are loosing. Yes I'm disappointed, but I believe the fans need to support the team specially now, coz they aren’t playing well. The real fans are not the ones who cheer when the team is winning but the ones who cheer when the team is losing. SO Hooo Haaa India. Lol (can’t believe I said that) and I'm sure we'll do really well in SA and the world cup... (and in accordance heres the champions trophy song... it has amazing lyrics.. hopefully will inspire patriosm)

Ooh and how can I forget...? Alonso won!!! I felt kinda sad for Schumacher... his last year and all... but the mans won 7 already... how many more does he need??? But the way he drive up from last position to 4rth was bloody brilliant... anyways Alonso is pretty amazing too... not as gutsy as the Schumacher... but nevertheless he has the ability to win. Rock on is what I say...

OOh and as I go... would like to confirm I've gotten amazing PJ's to share with everyone... will do so in some time... heheh keep waitin
shubhs

ps.. leaving with you with a really nice song i found.. if u dont like man u dont even try listening to it..

(its old though..)