That day
A day I had reserved for myself
Thought I would be able to
Find a purpose, a reason
For my being, for my existence
Which I did put under question.
Whenever I looked back,
Resentment of my memories overflowed.
I wish I could do away with all of them.
I wish, for once I could have had everything my way.
But perhaps, the truth, I always knew.
Are regrets all that are left of me?
I wish I had done it the other way.
The fact, however, will remain.
Life has its own weird ways.
Its not what people expect of me
My life is about what I want.
I wish I could think that way.
I do know that it was my incapacity for letting
Things go their way.
What if I mean this most truly one day?
For this is the reason that I chose that day.
For this is the reason that I remind myself over again
My true purpose, and all my endeavors.
I hope they will sum up to something.
6 Comments:
Well i think what others truly expect from you eg. parents also has a importance in our lives. Theyre the ones who put up with our bullshit, gave us whatever we aksed (almost) and made us happy and in the end if a kid says to them.. DAD I WANT TO BE A POP STAR what do you think the dad would do?
Murder? Castration? I dont know lol but what we should also become what our parents want.
of course it does..it truly does but i don't think u got wat i was trying to say. i jst don't want a day to come wen i would hv to say all this.
n btw, if tht guy has the potential to become a pop star thn i see no reason y his dad would oppose his decision. do u?
All i can say is "AWWWWWWW..."
Hope all evils end up giving rise to goodness.
AND 1st..thnx for THINKING OF ME and putting my site
bt the link isnt working
wat rubbish is tht?
your guess is as good as mine
shubhi
ps. to lazy to sign in
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