Well here we are... In the month we have been dreading for the whole year- MARCH. N i don't know about anyone else, but for me it's turning out to be pretty bad.
The first day of the month itself was a total disaster. The day before our lovely sst exam- nobody knows what to expect and everybodys going crazy with tension! Inspite of aditii madams constant reminders that i should sleep early i go to sleep at 4 30 doing last minute revision and in the morning, while taking a bath im doing heritage- th language n literature with its easy names n terms... Tryin 2 remember the codes i had figured for learnin the works like for 'Malik Mohammad Jayasi wrote Padmavat in Awadhi' the code was that 'The 3 cricketers Salim (MALIK), (MOHAMMAD) Azhruddin and Sanath (JAYAS)urya wrote in AWADHI to PADMA that she had to pay Value Added Tax (VAT)!!
The exam turned out to be ok but it was too indirect and its all upto the examiner how much he wants to giv us for the stories we have written in the application based questions! All we can do is pray that our examiner is nt a rikshaw-puller and that when he comes to check our paper he's not had any fight with his wife or something... N anyone who says that the first exam of a new syllabus is easy should get a tight slap..
N then we had computers- I studied everything but somehow just manage to skip a question on forms in MS Access which was given in the sample paper at the end of the book.. In the paper I'm thinking ive read about it somewhere and in the end just end up writing some rubbish.. I know computers is not counted and all but still its gonna be on the marksheet and it was 2 easy to be messed up like that... but o well...
N now day after tomorrow- the maths exam.. Its a situation which some people describe as "knowing everything and not knowing anything"... I've done 6 sample papers. Got ok ok marks in all but still I just feel extremely extremely uncomfortable at the idea of giving a board exam.. If it was any other crappy school exam it wouldn't even hav mattered but its a BOARD exam..

It really sux when something you've been working your ass off for the whole freakin year doesn't turn out the way you want it to.. Now I wonder what I studied te whole year for. I mean how does it matter that I did well in all exams and in the end when it matters the most I'm messing it all up... But I guess c'est la vie.. just waitin for these thingys to get over once and for all now. But if the boards don't go well then its difficult to enjoy the free time after them. There are 4 exams still to go and hope they're better..
The bottom line at the end of it all is that the Indian Education System sux.. big time.. N thats the first and foremost reason why our countrys so prosperous (plz understand the sarcasm)
N now sorry for boring your ass off but I was in an xtremely weird mood and couldn't help it..
Time to go back to maths......