Music gets to me. It seriously does. Everything’s going fine and then I put on the music and I feel like escaping some pain. Pain, which I know nothing about. I mean I thought I was happy. What do I make of this? And then I can’t stop listening to music. So I somehow force myself to put it off and I switch to the guitar, practicing the chords and the scales. This doesn't seem to help either.

Then there are times when my brain works faster than I can handle. There are millions of things I want to say and do but I fail to catch up. There is just too much to say, to write.

All right, I am stopping right here. This is going too far. Not any more. But I’ll leave you with my favorite song. It’s just awesome.

When the rain comes by Third Day

When the rain comes
It seems that everyone has gone away
when the night falls you wonder if you shouldn't
find someplace
To run and hide
Escape the pain
But hiding's such a lonely thing to do

I can't stop the rain
From falling down on you again
I can't stop the rain
But I will hold you 'til it goes away

When the rain comes you blame it on the things that
you have done
When the storm fades you know that rain must fall
on everyone
Rest awhile
It’ll be all right
No one loves you like I do

I can't stop the rain
From falling down on you again
I can't stop the rain
But I will hold you 'til it goes away